so long xanga..

][FeeLin][==> ....

][SpinNing][==> Fall Out Boy~ 'Grand Theft Autumn'

so long xanga heads.. i decided to put this xanga on hold for a while. for the people who actually care, don`t worry cuz i`ll be back before you know it. i`ll still give you guys comments and props. you know i love you. i just need a break cus im fed up. all i really ask is for respect. don`t judge me if you don`t know me. if you don`t like me then just leave me alone and make things easier. c'mon.. you can`t be THAT sad.

thank you <33

..:::cLiCkiiE:::...

(¯`·._¸,+°´°+,¸ Melanie

new song FOR N0W on xanga..

][FeeLin][==> okay.

][SpinNing][==> Senses Fail~ 'Bite To Break Skin'

___new song! Papa Roach- Scars. yea i know it doesnt match my site, but who cares. i love this song!..

randomness...

don`t cry for someone if he won`t shed a tear for you.

don`t give someone your time if he won`t give you a second.

don`t spill your thoughts if he won`t open his mind.

don`t make someone your all, if it`s like you mean nothing to him.

don`t give someone your heart, if he won`t take care of it.

don`t fall for him, if he won`t love you as much.

don`t put him on the top of your list, if you`re on his bottom.

don`t think about him everyday, if he forgets you.

don`t care about him, if he acts like he could careless.

don`t give him your everything, if he isn`t willing to sacrifice the same.

don`t go crazy for him, if you`re just an ordinary girl to him.

don`t remind him that you care, if it just goes through one ear and out the other.

don`t say i love you, if he stopped saying it.

[[im actually doing pretty okay right now. smiling at times, but doing horrible during the other. not really taking care of myself, but it may change. ateh is living at home now, im happy for that.]]

(¯`·._¸,+°´°+,¸Love Always, MeL

just a bunch of nonsense..

][FeeLin][==> confused.

][SpinNing][==> Silverstein~ 'Smashed Into Pieces'

___confused.. so daym confused. i think im ready to move on.. but i think i can`t. i think i like him.. but i think i don`t. he may like me too.. but he may not. i think i still love him.. but i think i`m ready to.. but...

i wish this was easier.. as easy as placing a cd in the player and how somehow all the problems just seem to drown in the music... i wish...

___but this other one.. he makes me smile. he makes me laugh. he makes me twitch. he makes me blush. he gives me butterflies. he makes me shake. he makes me think... but all of this.. are they really all that great?

(¯`·._¸,+°´°+,¸Love Always, MeL

hookeyy

][FeeLin][==> nothing.

][SpinNing][==> 3 Doors Down~ 'Let Me Go

___last night it said that all bergen schools were closed. turns out that supposingly this morning, they changed their minds and we had school afterall. dnt really matter cuz i still didn`t go. once my parents said, "there`s probably no school," im like sure okay whater and went back to sleep. hahahs ohhh wells! works out for me.. `;]

___recently i spoke to a bunch of my good ferris friends. geez..i miss youu! im glad that they are all happy & alright.. `=]

___nothing much really going on.. same ol.. decided to update.. its just that.. *he*'s back... but i still think about him.. confusing crapp. `=\ err-- fuhker.. i need to grow up but i hate the whole game of love.

(¯`·._¸,+°´°+,¸Love Always, MeL